Hello! :)) Hay~ I've done everything I have to do. I am done reading "Bulaklak ng Lahing Kalinis-linisan". It is pretty good. Even if there are some deep filipino words, I still understood it because I just enjoyed reading it. :))

Second thing, I am done writing the First person point of view of Aling Maring. :))

Third, done with the VERY LOooooooooonnnnnngggggg Social Studies homework. I did it last friday. It took me an hour I guess. It was long and I did it until 1am. Hay~

Fourth, done reviewing for long test tomorrow for science. I love science (physics). No need a lot of memorization. I just memorized some equations. :))

Then......

Later I have to sleep for school tomorrow. Monday again. :))

"Words without action is useless and action without words is confusing."

"Words without action is useless and action without words is confusing." - Teen Clash Book 1

I'm lazy to interpret the quote. Well... If people just say sentences or promises without proving it then it's just nothing. Same goes with if peopl just do things without telling anything then it will be confusing. People have to explain what their actions means in order for other people to understand what they mean and for other people to not misinterpret what the true meaning is. 

:))

Things I wanted to do

I wanted to experience prom in grade 9.

I wanted to experience taking AP lessons and exams.

I wanted to experience playing in tournaments for badminton.

I wanted to put more nail polish and nail art to my nails. 

I wanted to have a grand and elegant debut with special people in my life. ❤️

I wanted to graduate when I'm in grade 12.

I wanted to go to Monash Univeristy or un UP Diliman. 

I wanted to experience doing thesis. (Because they said it's hard)

I wanted to dye my hair all light brown.

I wanted to grow even if just like 1 foot. (Haha Asa) 

I wanted to experience the 'real love'. ❤️

I wanted to experience break-ups. 💔

I wanted to experience living in a dormitory if I'm in college. 

I wanted to experience riding an airplane.

I wanted to graduate from college and throw my graduation cap. 🎓

I wanted to experience taking and passing board exam.

I wanted to experience laughing so hard that I could die.

I wanted to travel around the world. ✈️

I wanted to experience attending reunions. (That would be filled with tears) 

I wanted to experience crying so hard that I cannot breathe.

I wanted to experience having a good and happy career. 

I wanted to find someone that would love me and will accept me truly and fully.

I wanted to get married someday. (I think that planning weddings will be the best for every girl)

I wanted to have a life. And I think that my life would be my new family. I'm not hoping or wishing for a happy life because I think that's imposible. I will not wish for it because I will just go with the flow of life, live with it, and just be me, and I think that would do to have a happy life. :)) Seeing my loved ones happy is one thing that could also make me happy. :)) 

And... Once I've done what I wanted and I think that I have no roles anymore then I think I would be ready. :)) Because I could no longer wish for anything anymore. I had what I wanted. :))

But... If the time comes that I would die, I will accept it fully. I have loved my life. Even if I haven't achieved what I wanted, I am already happy. I know that I'm not totally happy, but I'm okay with my life.  And if I will die, I just wanted to have time to say sorry, thank you, and good bye to the people I've hurt, to the people who supported, guided, and loved me, and to the people I love, I wanted to tell good bye to them. Because I will miss them so much. :)) 

There! I told some of the things I wanted to still do that's why I don't wanna die yet. :)) 

Am I ready to die?

Sunday. Yes. I woke up at 6am because I went to church. I got interested with the mass most especially the homily. Homily was when the priest will make sermons or will elaborate the meaning of the readings in the bible. I was shocked with what I heard from the priest. Of course it is the soul's day, so what am I expecting? Haist~ Still, his question was still in my head. You know what he asked? He asked us if we are ready to die. Am I ready to die? Am I willing to? He said that I shouldn't be afraid to die. Yeah. Bakit nga ba takot ang mga pips para mamatay? Eh ako? I actually wanted to escape from all the pain, the worries, the tears, and from the troubles. I wanted to rest. I wanted to really escape everything. I have a reason to die. I'm tired and all I want is to rest. But. I will miss the laughter, the happiness, the jokes, the teasing, and all the good things. I will miss my family, friends, classmates, teachers, even the not so close friends. I have a reason to live. I have a reason to die. Yes. Also a reason to live. Yes. But what weights more? What do I want? 

Think.

Think.

Think.

Think.

Ah! Of course! Why did I still have to think! Of course I wanted to live.

But. Bitin muna. I'll still upload why. 

:)) ✌️✌️

Ghost? Real?

Ghost. Ghost. A lot of people scares and freaks out when they hear or see ghost. But are ghosts real? Totoo nga ba sila? Is it just hallucinations? I don't know. I haven't seen one and I'm not planning to see one. Katakot ata yun. Baka maging isa na rin ako sakanila at ayaw ko yun mangyari. Basta. Kagabi, ang mabait naming mami ay nagkwento she talked about our relatives who died. We are scaring her. We told her that Lola, Lolo, Kuya Wewe, and Tito Boboy will come in the house and visit my mom. But she has the nerves to say that they are welcome. At dahil dun, my cousin got frightened. She cried. Not just cried, but totally yung umiiyak ng todo. Grabe. Ang matatakutin at dahil dun, naalala ko sakanya yung isa kong kaibigan sa school. Miss ko na rin yung hyper at makulit kong friend. :)) Basta. Even if I didn't see any ghosts, and I'm not planning too see one, ayoko paring makakita. Nakakatakot. I just love watching those scary movies, but then I'm not tough when it comes to real life. I also freak out when watching scary movies. I scream so loud. I also hit the person beside me that's why whoever will be beside me watching scary movie then that person will surely get read arms after that movie. :))

Photo Source: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Vb2yloztrg0

Last day of sembreak!!!!

Whaahhhhh!!!!! Last day na to! 3 hours na lang at tapos na ang masasayang panahon ko! May pasok na bukas! Bat naman ang bilis! Kainis~ I wanted a longer one. Tsk. Jokes! One week will do kasi miss ko na mga makukulit at mahal mahal kong mga kaibigan. ❤️❤️ Pero honestly, I'm excited for Christmas vacation! Haha. I wanted to rest, relax, no worries, no hw, no projects, no reviews, and no, yeah, anything. I will miss yung pagpupuyat ko. I will also miss yung late kong paggising tapos saakin pa hihingi ng advice kung paano iadjust yung pagtulog. Haha. :)) Pero sige, dahil mahal ko siya, I gave an advice. Syempre secret na yun. :)) 

Welcome back to Wattpad

Yahoo!!!!! Whoahhhh!!!! :)) I've got a bad news and a good news. Of course I'll start with the good news. I got wattpad back! Yeah! I'm just so crazy. I wanted to read. Nainggit ako sa sister ko kaya ayun nagbasa rin ako. Pero I've got a bad news. I just downloaded it awhile ago, and today is Sunday! That means, it's the last day of sembreak, which means, I cannot read wattpad that much because there's classes. Huhuhuhuhu....... 😭😭😭 Wait. I will tell something. I forgot it. It's like, huhubells something something. I forgot it. I just got it from Charles and Athena. :))